I DIDN't T MEAN IT TO END LIKE THAT I MISS YOU. I'M SORRY I TOLD YOU THAT I DON't T LOVE YOU. TRUTH IS I DON'T FEEL LIKE I DESERVE THIS MUCH LOVE. YOU'LL SEE THROUGH ME AND HATE ME. I'M NOT WHO YOU THINK I AM. I 'M SCARED OF WHAT YOU'LL THINK... WHEN YOU'VE SPENT A NIGHT OR A DAT Y Y Y OR A A WEEK. I'M VILE I GET ANGRY I GET RATTY I EAT TOO MUCH I'M FAT IT'S ONLY AN ILLUSION AND THEN WHAT? LOVW E E...WHY DID YOU TEL