From card no. VMR7ZA1:

i have accepted my share of the guilt and made my amends, so why do i still geel f f f so saf d d d d dd dd dd xx ccc xxc xxxxing miserable?
i have accepted my share of the guilt and made my amends, so why do i still geel f f f so saf d d d d dd dd dd xx ccc xxc xxxxing miserable? you wish it to be other than it is.